It looks like we will be making a last minute trip to Ct tomorrow. My grandmother has been in the hospital for a week now and things seem to be getting worse. They found some masses and she will need a needle biopsy. The oncologist seems pretty sure we are looking at lymphatic cancer. So like I said this isnt looking too good.
So, Im left in this weird state. I want to go see my grandmother but I dont want to travel. We were just in CT two weeks ago. We will be going back in two weeks and now tomorrow. Its just a lot of travel. I feel like I am being a selfish brat. I know that I will regret not going if something were to happen but I still dont want to go.
Tree is working tonight so that means we are looking at just the day. I am trying to convince her to go to the casino as a last hurrah for us since we will be on a VERY tight budget soon since Tree is entering SAHM territory. One income is a scary thing. So we will see what happens.
Lately, this blog is seeming to be more of a place for me to get things out. I apologize for that and will start picking up on baby updates and fun stuff soon!!
